312: Chapter 237: A Kind of Hurt, Called Unloved_1 312: Chapter 237: A Kind of Hurt, Called Unloved_1 He released her lips, staring at her charcoal-black eyes.
Nanxi, too, kept her eyes open to watch him.
Tears alone painted their faces...
Leaning there, Nanxi felt a crippling weakness take over her body.
Her chest felt tight, suffocated.
She could see Li Weihuan's sorrow, his helplessness, she saw it all.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtHis tears, his flushed eyes, she saw them all too...
But, it's just not possible anymore; they couldn't be together anymore! Her eyelashes trembled and she slowly closed her eyes.
Tears fell down once again as she said, "I'm sorry..." One single "I'm sorry" was, in fact, enough to explain everything.
It spoke of an irreparable past between the two of them! Li Weihuan's figure shook.
His trembling hands held onto Nanxi's, locking their fingers together- "Nanxi, why would you apologize to me? Why would you say sorry to me? We've been together for six years, six years of sticking together, how can you just throw it all away like this? I was shameless once, and I can be shameless again if that's what it takes.
As long as you'll cwith me, I'll take you away.
I don't want anything else, I only want you!" "Nanxi, I proposed to you before, even though you didn't agree, you said, you said that if someone could lead you to the Lucid World you desired, you hope it will be me, you said you hoped it was me...
But Nanxi, why has it changed? Why did you change so quickly? Tellwhy..." Nanxi bit her lip, not speaking or looking at him, letting her tears fall one by one! Actually, she also wanted to know why, why did it change so quickly? Just two months? She'd met a man and then abandoned the relationship of six years so resolutely and firmly! Lu Yinchu made her feel heartbroken, as did Li Weihuan.
But she was not capable of saving Li Weihuan, instead leading him deeper into the dark chasm! Given this, how could she once again act selfishly? Hurting him temporarily was far better than causing him lifelong pain! Actually, she should have understood sooner.
Even without Lu Yinchu, she shouldn't have kept Li Weihuan to herself.
He was a good boy, deserving of a good girl! But she, Gu Nanxi, was not a good girl! From the tshe was sixteen until now at twenty-two, six years.
He'd already given her so much, and she wasn't worthy of receiving more from Li Weihuan, she didn't deserve it! "Nanxi, I want to ask, during the six years we were together, was there even a slight moment of love for me, even a shred?" Like a man desperate, Li Weihuan grabbed Nanxi's shoulders, and their noses almost touched! His breath was right before her eyes, his long eyelashes were against her eyes, when he spoke his lips almost touched hers...
Nanxi bit her lip and spoke, "I have had..." It was true.
To have a boy like Li Weihuan be so good to her often made Nanxi feel like the boys around her weren't enough! Because they were not good enough, throughout the six years she was with Li Weihuan, no matter if he fought, caused trouble, acted capriciously or anything else, she never once thought he was wrong! Instead, these misdeeds demonstrated her own shortcomings!
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmYang Su once said she was incapable of being a virtuous support of m course,motany common girl could deal with Li Weihuan either. Describing Li Weihuan's character was tough, Yang Su's evaluation was: he has passion, but no humanity! When Nanxi heard this she wanted to laugh, but now thinking back, she only felt sorrow! Very sorrowful! Listening to her words, looking into her eyebrows, Li Weihuan smiled, his eyes cloudier than ever.
His voice was slow when he said, "Thank you, for lettingfeel that these six years of loving you were not in vain!"
Nanxi was taken aback as she saw Li Weihuan push her away then rub his temples, slowly uttering three words, "You should leave!" Nanxi bit her lip.
Li Weihuan pushed her, and her body becunsteady until she fell to the ground.
Looking at her tear-streaked face, Li Weihuan's heart ached.
He called out again, "Leave quickly, I don't want to see you, just go, just go..." Nanxi bit her lip as she forced herself up, step by step, towards the door.
Her steps were slow, she felt like her body was no longer her own...
How could she still have the strength to walk away? She didn't know...
Behind her, Li Weihuan watched Nanxi slowly walking away, his pupils contracted, his drunken self found the strength to dash forward, grabbing Nanxi and holding her tightly...